ABOUT ME
i'm not too exciting of a person; i live with my husband in the PNW and am a full-time he/him housewife, due to physical and mental health issues making it unsustainable for me to hold a regular job. so at home i do the cooking and the cleaning and work on art, and i intend to open a little online store selling said art :) besides art, i also like to customize my clothing with my rudimentary sewing skills, read spooky novels, sometimes play video games, and dabble in skeptical witchcraft. i'm also an occasional cane user and an asthmatic!
i've known myself to be transgender since i was a kid, and after going in and out of the closet a few times over the next decade of my life, i finally decided to start transitioning when i was 25. i had top surgery in 2020 and i don't have any plans for further surgeries. my husband is also trans, and our t4t love is something i hold very dear.
i simplify my gender identity as "male", but my gender expression is a little more complex than that— "crossdresser" is a term that i use to describe myself, as i choose to primarily wear women's clothing, partly for comfort (men's pants simply do not exist for my proportions lmao) but also because i'm just very effeminate and i like girlier clothes! i also like to wear makeup sometimes, and usually paint my nails. i don't identify as nonbinary, but i do refer to myself as gender nonconforming. this is also related to the complexities of my Gender Experience as someone who had a very nonstandard puberty, which is something i'll probably blog about at some point.
freedom of artistic and personal expression are important to me. i don't hold space in my life for bigots, harassers, or anyone who promotes harm, hatred, or shame toward others. i have a deep distrust for those who would label others as "freaks", "degenerates", and so on.
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FAVORITES
some of my favorite Things To Consume listed below, if you're interested in such things....
MUSIC GENRES:
- alternative metal
- synthwave
- ethereal wave
- new age
- synthpop
- new wave
MUSICIANS:
- mike patton
- ghost
- kate bush
- danger
- voltaire
ARTISTS & DESIGNERS:
- yasushi nirasawa
- harry bush
- william stout
- akira toriyama
- aubrey beardsley
- bill sienkiewicz
- bernie wrightson
- thierry mugler
- serge lutens
GAMES:
- original spyro trilogy
- dragon age
- zelda(OOT/MM/BOTW)
- saint's row
- darkstalkers
- sonic adventure
MOVIES:
- the fifth element(1997)
- the mummy(1999)
- cats(1998)
- spider-man (2003)
- vampire's kiss(1988)
- rocky horror picture show(1975)
- pirates of the caribbean (2003)
SERIES:
- dragonball z
- what we do in the shadows
- interview with the vampire (2022)
- rupaul's drag race
- xena: warrior princess
- whose line is it anyway
- kamen rider den-o
BOOKS:
- the hellbound heart (clive barker)
- drawing blood (poppy z brite)
- we both laughed in pleasure (lou sullivan)
- raptor red (robert t. bakker)