ABOUT ME
i'm not too exciting of a person; i live with my husband in the PNW and am a full-time he/him housewife, due to physical and mental health issues keeping me at home. so i do the cooking and the cleaning and work on art, and i intend to open a little online store someday soon selling said art :) besides drawing, i also like to customize my clothing with my rudimentary sewing skills, read spooky novels, sometimes play video games, and dabble in nontheistic witchcraft.
i've known myself to be transgender since i was a kid, and after going in and out of the closet a few times over the next decade of my life, i finally decided to start transitioning when i was 25. i had top surgery in 2020 and i don't have any plans for further surgeries. my husband is also trans, and our t4t love is something i hold very dear.
i simplify my gender identity as "male", but my gender expression is a little more complex than that— "crossdresser" is a term that i use to describe myself, as i choose to primarily wear women's clothing, partly for comfort (men's pants simply do not exist for my proportions lmao) but also because i'm just very effeminate and i like girlier clothes! i also like makeup, and usually paint my nails. i don't identify as nonbinary, but i do refer to myself as gender nonconforming. the complexity of my gender identity largely has to do with the fact that i had a very..."nonstandard" puberty, which is something i'll probably blog about at some point.
i consider myself a pretty boring and "vanilla" person, but freedom of artistic and personal expression are important to me. i don't have patience for people who would harass or harm other human beings purely on the basis of being into weird shit. i have a deep distrust for those who would label others as "freaks", "degenerates", and so on. i love furries, kinksters, pornographers, fanfic writers, body modifiers, gender outlaws, and anyone else who does strange and unusual crap for fun.
furry code: FDD4d A+ C+ D H- M- P+ R- T++++ W Z Sm++ RL a29 cWindows++ d e f+ h++ iwf+++ j p++ sm+
goth code: GoNQ JtP cLBs1B SaL M1 Z** C6o a29-+ b48 H163 g5L w7! r3s h5 s2 k5 m SmNn N0700 Lus
dragon code: DC2.Dw Gm L- W+ T++ Skk,bu Cbl-,vbk,fye+,egr+ A Fr--- M+++ O H++ $-- Fo+ R-- Ac++ J++ S+ U! I--# V--- Q--- Tc+
FAVORITES
some of my favorite Things To Consume listed below, in no particular order, if you find that kinda stuff interesting...
MUSIC GENRES:
- alternative metal
- synthwave
- synthpop
- ethereal
- new age
- ambient
- new wave
MUSICIANS/BANDS:
- mike patton
- ghost
- kate bush
- danger
- voltaire
- cocteau twins
- b-tribe
- bel canto
ARTISTS & DESIGNERS:
- yasushi nirasawa
- barry windsor-smith
- harry bush
- william stout
- akira toriyama
- aubrey beardsley
- bill sienkiewicz
- bernie wrightson
- thierry mugler
- serge lutens
GAMES:
- original spyro trilogy
- dragon age
- zelda (OOT/MM/BOTW)
- saint's row
- darkstalkers
- sonic adventure
MOVIES:
- the fifth element (1997)
- the birdcage (1996)
- the mummy (1999)
- cats(1998)
- spider-man (2003)
- vampire's kiss (1988)
SERIES:
- dragonball z
- what we do in the shadows
- interview with the vampire (2022)
- rupaul's drag race
- xena: warrior princess
- whose line is it anyway
- kamen rider den-o
BOOKS:
- the hellbound heart (clive barker)
- drawing blood (poppy z brite)
- we both laughed in pleasure (lou sullivan)
- raptor red (robert t. bakker)